It's been a while, rather a year or more since I last wrote a blog. It may be because I lack the motivation, the time, or the will to do so. It will never be because I lack stories, 'cause every day of my life is full of them. :D
"Even the best fall down sometimes..."
Yan ang isa sa favorite songs ni Ate Loj ayon kay Kuya Bun. :D We shall do something. :D
Ayun. Uhm. Ang nais kong sabihin ngayon ay isang bagay na gusto kong i-express publicly hangga't kaya ko. Uhm. I've been thinking (because of watching too much Koreanovelas. JK.) what could happen to me if I lose something I don't expect to. It started more than a week ago, when my little brother asked me, "Ate, kung may kukunin sa'yo si Lord every year, ano uunahin mo?" Immediately, I answered him, "Kahit ano." The next day, I thought about it in a deep context... and I asked myself if I can really offer anything to Him, without regrets, without refusing or even thinking about it twice.
Then, after sharing it to an SV Ate, I agreed to what I answered my lil bro. I will and should give anything God asks of me. I started thinking of losing things that have so much importance to me. First is the people around me. Second is my hand. Third is my sense of sight.
In losing any of the people around me, I can do nothing else but to cope up with not having them around anymore. I'll get a little depressed, but I think it can't be helped. So yeah. In losing my hand, however, I think I'm gonna be crazy if it happens. Both my hands have almost equal significance to my everyday life. I can't imagine moving without one of them. I won't be able to play basketball or tetris, play the guitar or other instruments, cook comfortably, type fast and a lot of things. Third is my sense of sight. I don't know, but a dark life isn't what I want to have. HM. But I thought of something else when I imagined this happening to me. I figured that I would know who the people around me are by their smell or by their voice. I even thought of making a list of people sing to me: A.Kai, A.Loj, Choi, A.Ria, A.Alaya... There. :D Even if I'll be drowned of depression, I know God will be there to make me smile in little things.
